Last two weeks haven't been good. I'm taking this fertility drugs that are supposed to be almost harmless compare to some stuff you can get. Even though the fertility drugs I'm taking aren't strong, I still manged to get some storng side affects. In my last cycle I took 50 mg pergotime and that went well apart from the part that I didn't get pregnant. The next cycle my doctor told me to take double dozeses if I didn't get pregnant, so I took 100 mg of pergotime. (Pergotime is similar to Clomid). This time around I had less pain in the beginning which was nice. A little more than two weeks ago I started to feel pain
in my right side. The pain gradually got worse until two days ago I woke up my husband and we decided to go to the hospital. We went even though I don't have an American health insurance. I have Icelandic insurance and travel insurance and I do hope that will cover the cost. We haven't got the bill yet but I think it's going to huge number on that bill.
Anyhow we went to hospital, stayed the whole night and they examine me. Everything seemed to be okay and they discharged me and said that they couldn't find anything seriousley wrong with me and they couldn't explain why I was having so much pain in my right side.
I can't barley move because of the pain, I can't concentrate and I feel like I can't do anything. It is not all bad because the arthritis pain hasn't been bothering me since the right side started to hurt so much. It is kind of funny because I still have difficulty moving me hands and feet and I'm very tired in the hands and legs but it doesn't hurt.
Anyhow we went to hospital, stayed the whole night and they examine me. Everything seemed to be okay and they discharged me and said that they couldn't find anything seriousley wrong with me and they couldn't explain why I was having so much pain in my right side.
I can't barley move because of the pain, I can't concentrate and I feel like I can't do anything. It is not all bad because the arthritis pain hasn't been bothering me since the right side started to hurt so much. It is kind of funny because I still have difficulty moving me hands and feet and I'm very tired in the hands and legs but it doesn't hurt.
I'M SO SICK OF BEING SICK!
I haven't been able to anything past two weeks. In addition my periods started. Which is a good thing because if it was over stimulation of the ovaries it's not good to get pregnant. Nevertheless I'm devastated of getting NO one more time. I'm specially upset because I'm leaving in two weeks so we ain't going to be together on the fertil period. So nothing is going to happened next cycle. And since my cycle is so, so, so long (36 days or more) it is ages until we can try again.
EVERYTHING SUCKS TODAY!
Therefore I went downtown to EAT! That's my thing when I get upset I go and stuff my face with unhealthy food. It can't be normal to always turn to food whenever things don't work up.
I'm feeling sorry for myself today and complaining. Tomorrow I will stop complaining and crying, today I'm going to sulk a little bit more.
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